Friends, family

Writing is exciting, amazing—a dream. And last night, that familiar moment materialized when I realized I know this book so well, these characters like family. It is all so alive. Much different than just weeks before when I was pulling out hair and moaning and convinced, surely, that I had nothing to say to anyone, let alone enough to fill an actual novel. On the other side, I’m happy for sudden, flash-flood epiphanies that sweep me away.



Dreaming

Writing a synopsis is like meeting a person for the first time and immediately saying, “Wow, I can already see our kids—they’re going to look great.”

Awkward.

And yet, here I am. 


Synopsis Hell

I am in it. 


Kathy, I’m lost,” I said, though I knew she was sleeping. I’m empty and aching and I don’t know why.